wake up wake up wake up im so tired of waiting... LP

My teacher is doing some free writing work with us and the first topic that was I AM... then a wave came over me and i wrote and wrote... and this is what came out...

I AM... amber. just like david was david... there is no comparison between us but it was the first thing i thaught of. David was a boy on the run. i am a girl stuck! No place to run to. My world seems so miniscule. even tho i have many things and i do so much i cannot run. Cadets School Vollyball and failing subjects like english guitar and world issues. I still cant seem to help myself. everday i tell myself that i am going to sit down and work on homework, but i automaticly get sidetracked. I can never finish what i started... I AM A FAILURE i feel like i have let my parents down! They tell me that I AM smart, and that they love me... i cannot seem to prove to them that I AM smart I AM good, and that I AM trying! I AM an ordinary girl!

thats about it... just me ranting on what i didnt do...