wake up wake up wake up im so tired of waiting... LP

My teacher is doing some free writing work with us and the first topic that was I AM... then a wave came over me and i wrote and wrote... and this is what came out...

I AM... amber. just like david was david... there is no comparison between us but it was the first thing i thaught of. David was a boy on the run. i am a girl stuck! No place to run to. My world seems so miniscule. even tho i have many things and i do so much i cannot run. Cadets School Vollyball and failing subjects like english guitar and world issues. I still cant seem to help myself. everday i tell myself that i am going to sit down and work on homework, but i automaticly get sidetracked. I can never finish what i started... I AM A FAILURE i feel like i have let my parents down! They tell me that I AM smart, and that they love me... i cannot seem to prove to them that I AM smart I AM good, and that I AM trying! I AM an ordinary girl!

thats about it... just me ranting on what i didnt do...

 

so its been a while... and ive been talking to ppl... not much to say besides keep up the rock... been playin v-ball and rockin out as much as possible with shantelle!!! DRUMS FRIKEN RULE!!!! party hard this weekend with shantelle!!!! her 18th on saturday... her name thing on buzznet is shantelleluvzya  ... shes awsm!!! makes awsm music too... !!